Jessica Van Orman talks about her experience in self-isolation and how the pandemic has affected her life.
How are you handling self-isolation?This has been hard, so hard. It’s probably been the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do! Not only am I working full time from home, I’m also trying to teach my kids, manage their Zoom schedules, my Zoom schedules, my work, their work but on top of that really keeping a close eye on their mental health, my mental health, etc. So as far as handling it? We’re taking it one day at a time. We’re putting routines in place, we’re going outside (and, oh, so thankful we live in a place where we can spend time outdoors!). We’re walking a lot; we’re exercising more than ever; we’re trying to do things together as a family, but also we are giving each other space at times, to keep our sanity. We just try to keep moving forward by taking it one day at a time.
What has been the biggest challenge for you?I think the hardest part right now is staying away from the people we love the most. My extended family is very close and we all live in this community. My mom doesn’t just walk through the front door anymore, or come visit. I can’t stop in and see my nieces and nephew or give them hugs. I can’t visit or hang out with close friends. Our children are really struggling not being able to see their Meme and Grampa, their cousins, and their friends. Fortunately, technology keeps us all connected. It’s amazing how much something as simple as hugging a loved one is missed, but we can’t wait for the day where we can spend time with each other without worrying about getting someone sick. I am very thankful that I have my children and my husband and we can be together, but we miss all of our people.
What has been the most pleasant surprise?In crazy times like this there are always positive outcomes right? Let me just say our community is awesome. The people who are going above and beyond to just help others, are absolutely amazing. People are making masks, cooking working families dinners, volunteering to deliver meals, buying meals for essential workers, grocery shopping for people who are compromised, doing birthday drive-by parades for neighborhood kids, local businesses are out making deliveries or working hard to offer curbside services. Whatever it is, there are wonderful people in this community stepping up to make this time easier for others, and for that we should be very proud and grateful.
How much of what you’re doing do you think will you carry forward after the pandemic?There are a lot of ways to answer this question. As far as our family goes, I think when this is done, we’ll definitely make more time to get outside, more time to exercise, and to appreciate those little things, and time together even more. From a work angle, I’m the technology integration specialist at Barre Town School, my job is to help teachers use technology effectively in their classrooms. To say this has been a crazy and stressful time at work would be an understatement. But the teachers and staff are really stepping up and trying new things with technology and I couldn’t be more proud of the work they are doing for our kids. This is not easy! Going forward from here, we are going to have educators who are more skilled, and more willing to try new and innovative things with educational technology, which will only benefit our community of learners. As far as our community goes, I hope that after all of this, we continue to have an empathetic and compassionate community who takes care of its own. We’re doing a great job right now, I would only hope it’d continue.
And what do you feel the lessons will be that come out of all of this?Don’t take anything for granted! I miss getting in the car and going to work, driving my kids to sports practice, going to my mom’s for dinner, seeing my coworkers and my students face to face running into the store without worry, and just being near people in general. These are not big things, they are the small everyday things that we don’t even think about in normal times. However, I miss everyday normal things more than anything. I keep thinking about how wonderful it will feel to give my mom a hug, or to walk into my school building, or to hangout with people who don’t live in my house. I think from here on out, we will all be a little more grateful for everyday things, and we won’t take the simple things for granted.
The late Wade Hemsworth is to Canada roughly what Willie Nelson is to the United States. In the summer of 1949, then a 33-year-old Canadian World War II veteran, he traveled north into the Ontario bush between Lake Nipigon and James Bay to work as a surveyor. From that experience came what is perhaps Canada’s best-known lyric, immortalized with an animated film accompaniment and arranged by the peerless Kate and Anna McGarrigle — “The Black Fly Song.” You can call it up on YouTube, but you probably can’t watch and listen to it without itching and scratching.
During the past week, I’ve noticed complaints about New England black flies, voiced mostly by people who’ve just mowed their lawns or taken their dogs for walks through the woods. My journals record an average appearance on May 6. This year it was April 27. They’re back, pesky and early.
But you have no idea how bad they can be in the center of their kingdom, a vast swath of territory from the Canadian border northward all the way to beyond the Arctic Circle. And it’s hard to imagine a job more vulnerable to their attacks than Wade’s. Having to stand still and peer through a telescope at a distant rod and make notes on a pad — or for that matter, having to stand still while holding the rod — as literally hundreds of tiny, whining, biting flies swarm about your head and crawl into every crevice and opening in your clothing or skin, must take the patience of Job and the persistence of Sisyphus.
They’re in the order Diptera, meaning they’re “true flies,” with two wings. There are several genera, the commonest being Simulium; and my favorite species, clearly named by a suffering scientist, is damnosum. They’re so small it’s hard to get a good look at them; but in profile, under magnification, I often tell people, they look like a six-legged bison with a hump, wings and a mouth full of knives. Their appetite for blood is insatiable, and their favorite targets, just as with mosquitoes, are white, middle-aged, sweating, obese men. Strangely, you never hear people in that category, who often complain of being threatened demographically, grousing they’re being targeted by the humble Simulium, as well.
Apologists for the black fly — there are very few — like to point out that they are pollinators of the wild blueberry. That may be true, but I’ve never been able to verify it. If they have any redeeming value at all, it’s that where you find them, the nearby streams are clear, clean and flowing over pebbly bottoms.
Black flies in the far north are an important source of protein for migratory birds, who arrive at their nesting grounds just as the flies are hatching, sometimes in clouds so dense they look like mist. On our first northern trip, in 1989, we found the thickest swarms at the outlets of lakes, where all the invertebrates were being funneled into the current and the predators lurked. At a campsite at the outlet of Kathawachaga Lake, the yellow canoe of the three in our fleet was more than half-blanketed in flies. A video we shot there features flies swarming around the lens and making little fizzing noises as they strike the microphone. But they were mild compared to the swarms we encountered right at tree line on the Leaf River in Nunavik. They flew into every orifice; we inhaled and ingested them. Dudley tried to drink his soup through his bug net. And when I took off my pants to get into my sleeping bag, I discovered my shorts soaked with blood.
On the open tundra, where there’s usually a wind, the flies hover to leeward of everybody’s head, like a pulsating wind sock. Turn into the wind, and only a few will make it into your ears; face downwind, and your face is instantly full of flies. In situations like that, you stroll casually to windward of your nearest pal, and the worst of your troubles are briefly over while his double. Once everybody catches on to what’s happening, the scene begins to resemble a square dance. Everything but the music.
I discovered early on neither black flies nor mosquitoes can fly across a cup of steaming coffee without crashing into it. Before long there’s a raft of freshly steamed protein floating in your cup. It seems only fair to do to them what they were trying to do to you. To keep them away, an application of 100% DEET helps a little, but you have to be careful. The stuff melts sunglasses and fishing lines, and one sunny day, burned holes in the back of my hand, which the two doctors in the group, clearly unmoved, soberly diagnosed as a case of galloping terminal necrosis, and gave me four more days, tops.
The caribou seek out large patches of snow, where the flies are less dense, and rest there when they can. Many men, on the other hand, have been driven mad by the incessant attacks and itching of the bites. There’s nothing, really, to be done about them but grin and bear them — the operative word being “grin.” Wade Hemsworth’s song hits just the right note — “I’ll die with the black fly a-pickin’ at my bones” — and I cherish the memory of standing with my mates and downing a nutritious cup of hot Café Damnosum.
Visit bit.ly/0523BlackFly to hear Wade Hemsworth and the McGarrigle Sisters sing “The Black Fly Song.”
Willem Lange is a regular contributor to Weekend Magazine. He lives in East Montpelier.